Sunday, August 4, 2013

Every Time...

Every time...

I know You find my life amusing...
Every time I lie,
Every time I cry,
Every time I fall...

Every time I lie...

I have my reasons,
but don't you know the seasons?
They always repeat,
Into one another's deceit.

Every time I cry...

I walk away seeming strong,
But then my shadow of doubt comes and takes me out.
I don't want you to know me,
Cause I'm scared you'll see,
The real life I tried so hard to hide from you.

Every time I fall...

The confidence shatters,
And the sentence staggers,
Because Every Time You Laugh...


It's my life,
You think it's so easy!
But you don't know my family...

It's my life,
You think I shouldn't crash,
Just because you've never been sucked into that trash...

I walk into my room,
And I see my computer,
But I don't want to!
Because I've already been caught before...

It's my life,
You think love is so simple,
Just because you've had the perfect love and life...

I'll never forget her name,
Because it'll never be the same,
But here I go looking to someone else again,
Even though I'll never gain anything...

-Peter H.